Nikky's Dear Diary

Failing at 2022. I feel like i am giving up even before it has started. I want to go back to the old me. The me who was driven.. hardworking.. who could do so much in a day.. who was not addicted to instant pleasures.. who was focused on her growth..

This is a really important year. I want to experience it and truly live everyday with intention. I want to do my very best and make the most of this year. Every minute counts. Just take action. If it is too much.. break it down and tackle one small c

First half of yesterday went well.came to college and did what i was supposed to do. I did not cut corners.last night though i went on my usual habit.  I guess i was just happy to be watching a great show and having dinner with my husband. It is not

Today was another day that just went by. You know one of those days that was lived without intention. I went through the motion. The Addict E did as she wanted as i didn't even take the effort to observe the temptation. I again wasted precious time o

2021 has been a tough and challenging year. I have not coped well. I have developed some terrible coping habits.  Food addiction, addiction to netflix, beers at home over the weekend, phone addiction. These are just some of the few. I have been on le

Dear Diary, Haaah… It has been some time since I last wrote. Last I wrote I was in a dark place and now I write in a different kind of dark place. I just wanted to put in a little life update. I’ve moved to the United Kingdom (specifically Manches

Dear Diary, I took a test just a moment ago to see if I'm more of an Introvert or an Extrovert. Some of the results were so accurate that I wanted to cry. One part of me is saying that I need help while the other part of me is saying I don't need

Dear Diary, Why do we have to work in order to survive. Can't we just, ugh...Anyways I finally got my licence id today, who's ready to die 🤪 😔Forgot to add. Yesterday was my birthday, and although I don't celebrate it, when both of my sisters thr

Dear Diary, Two weeks ago on Monday, I did a road test and....I failed.  I got so angry and frustrated that I cried, even though I was in public,  but I couldn't hold it in. I saw my friend that day and I couldn't even greet her properly, lucki

Dear Diary, When certain things trigger me, my head begins to fill with negative thoughts. Everytime it seems like I've gotten over that one bad habit, I fall right back into it. I think my life is similar to climbing a mountain. Every time I'm

Dear Diary,  I haven't written in a long time but I needed to write about today. Today I went and did my theory test and I passed!! At first they failed me because the system had a problem, but after I spoke with them, they gave me a pass. I am so r

Dear Diary, It's been a while... Major things have happened in my life. I no longer work at the printing company, and my phone got smashed, so I had to buy a new one. I am currently unemployed but happy, didn't like the boss' attitude at all an

Dear Diary, Why am I such an introvert? I believe I'm the queen of all introverts. I literally have no friends because of my introvertness (if that's even a word), and on top of that I'm awkward as hell! I never know how to react to what someone

Dear Diary, I hate where I work, simply because I literally do nothing all day. I get up so damn early, and I'm not a morning person, just to go to work and do nothing all day. The only good thing is that, at least I'm getting paid alot to do nothing