Nikky's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, How can I describe how I feel to anyone. It’s been a while since I felt this way its good to feel normal again I think I lost that feeling for a long long time. Now I can manage normal people chores, think clearly play with my nephews,

Dear Diary, 2 weeks later and im positve the world understands me

Dear Diary, the constant reflection of not being detailed enough. Others are curious but my issues aren't for them to solve. If I was anymore specific I would only point out things in ways only I see them, which would confuse anyone involved. I have

Dear Diary, it's been a week in the world

Dear Diary, 2 days later and I have so many new things to say but with my imaginary strategies I can make use of my thoughts. I think about people and I'm sure they think about me, I have nothing to want but I can't help but notice I write the script

Dear Diary,I've had the time to breathe finally and today is a great display of my feelings. Currently in a short term goal that doesn't seem but 2 weeks away from happening. I can't wait and I'm living in bliss

Dear Diary, i am unemployed and haven't found the end to my words. I've realized how powerful my words are in my life but the fear of insanity makes me look towards the idea of how much everything isn't very special. Deja Vus, future insecurities, an

Dear Diary, Haaah… It has been some time since I last wrote. Last I wrote I was in a dark place and now I write in a different kind of dark place. I just wanted to put in a little life update. I’ve moved to the United Kingdom (specifically Manches

Dear Diary, I took a test just a moment ago to see if I'm more of an Introvert or an Extrovert. Some of the results were so accurate that I wanted to cry. One part of me is saying that I need help while the other part of me is saying I don't need

Dear Diary, Why do we have to work in order to survive. Can't we just, ugh...Anyways I finally got my licence id today, who's ready to die 🤪 😔Forgot to add. Yesterday was my birthday, and although I don't celebrate it, when both of my sisters thr

Dear Diary, Two weeks ago on Monday, I did a road test and....I failed.  I got so angry and frustrated that I cried, even though I was in public,  but I couldn't hold it in. I saw my friend that day and I couldn't even greet her properly, lucki

Dear Diary, When certain things trigger me, my head begins to fill with negative thoughts. Everytime it seems like I've gotten over that one bad habit, I fall right back into it. I think my life is similar to climbing a mountain. Every time I'm

Dear Diary,  I haven't written in a long time but I needed to write about today. Today I went and did my theory test and I passed!! At first they failed me because the system had a problem, but after I spoke with them, they gave me a pass. I am so r

Dear Diary, It's been a while... Major things have happened in my life. I no longer work at the printing company, and my phone got smashed, so I had to buy a new one. I am currently unemployed but happy, didn't like the boss' attitude at all an

Dear Diary, Why am I such an introvert? I believe I'm the queen of all introverts. I literally have no friends because of my introvertness (if that's even a word), and on top of that I'm awkward as hell! I never know how to react to what someone

Dear Diary, I hate where I work, simply because I literally do nothing all day. I get up so damn early, and I'm not a morning person, just to go to work and do nothing all day. The only good thing is that, at least I'm getting paid alot to do nothing