CurbsideProphet's Dear Diary

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March 31, 2022
Dear diary, I was trying to fall asleep but then all of a sudden, the thoughts came flooding in. I'm not talking about the happy and joyful thoughts. I'm talking about the kind of thoughts that make you feel like you're going insane. Therapy sounds n
Apr 01
June 30, 2022
Dear Diary,      I WANT TO DIE.
Jun 30
November 01, 2021
Dear Diary,        For the first time in my life, I am Willing to take the risk. I am Willing to break my rules for someone who doesn't have any feelings for me. It hurts so much. So much that I just want to dissappear in any social media he has. I
Nov 01
August 14, 2021
Dear Diary,        I feel so nervous, after 2 years of being jobless. One of the company told me to take their exam because I passed their initial and final interview. I badly want to have a job. I want to help my family especially my mother. I wan
Aug 14
July 27, 2021
Dear Diary,        I miss him.
Jul 26
June 05, 2021
Dear Diary,       I did something terrible wrong, I lied to someone I uswd to be so close that it is looks like we are in mutual standing status. He asked me if I have hiding something to him since we met. I don't have any idea what he is saying
Jun 04
May 15, 2021 A very important person in my life.
Dear Diary,     I remember when my daddy told us that "it's hard to go alone". He said this when it's his time to go and will never be back. I miss him so much. I miss my memories with him and I miss everything about him. Daddy wherever you are
May 14
May 15, 2021 Hard to let go.
Dear Diary,      The most painful Goodbyes are the unexpected one. 😭
May 14
May 08, 2021
Dear Diary, I want to cry, can you suggest any sad movie/s or drama I can watch?
May 08
May 07, 2021 (Night 3) Emotionless
Dear Diary,      Someone told me that we live to love and be loved. Before, I thought that it is not totally true. Because I am the living proof that we can still be live without the love. But then, I realized while I was getting older that it is
May 06
May 03, 2021 (Night 2) - One of my biggest Fears.
Dear Diary,        Night comes again, don't know why everytime the sun sets and the dark fills the skies I felt so peaceful. But sometimes I can't control my feelings and my peaceful moments will become unexpected sadness, like now.       
May 02