HiHowAreYou's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I think someone has a crush on me. I could hear him stop for breath whenever he greets me "hey," and then that shy almost painful reply he gets from me would remind him just... Oh God, I hope he knows how smitten I am with him!  I can

Dear Gil, We were reckless, you and I. The burden of our buried life Swallowed us whole; and I In my tempestuous need for a cry Of Hollywood, Stood. Stunned and silent. Silenced and simmering; Frozen within like cold ice; Screaming and shiv

DEAR GIL,    AT THE RISK OF SOUNDING PRURIENT, I SHALL REVEAL THE FACT THAT THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I'LL EVER WANT YOU NEAR ME OR MY PRIVATE PARTS -- EVER!    I HATE IT WHEN YOU INSINUATE THAT I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU AND THAT I'VE BEEN DOGGED

I woke up todaay with the most awful headache. I was reading last night and since my head was perched atop stacked pillows, my neck and my upper spine had strained a bit. I guess the lesson is, don't read in bed!I've been on hormones for almost six m

I wanna make shakshuka :)

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I can't listen to my favourite playlist anymore :(

Dear Diary,      I WANT TO DIE.

Dear Diary,        For the first time in my life, I am Willing to take the risk. I am Willing to break my rules for someone who doesn't have any feelings for me. It hurts so much. So much that I just want to dissappear in any social media he has. I

Dear Diary,        I feel so nervous, after 2 years of being jobless. One of the company told me to take their exam because I passed their initial and final interview. I badly want to have a job. I want to help my family especially my mother. I wan

Dear Diary,        I miss him.

Dear Diary,       I did something terrible wrong, I lied to someone I uswd to be so close that it is looks like we are in mutual standing status. He asked me if I have hiding something to him since we met. I don't have any idea what he is saying

Dear Diary,     I remember when my daddy told us that "it's hard to go alone". He said this when it's his time to go and will never be back. I miss him so much. I miss my memories with him and I miss everything about him. Daddy wherever you are

Dear Diary,      The most painful Goodbyes are the unexpected one. 😭

Dear Diary, I want to cry, can you suggest any sad movie/s or drama I can watch?

Dear Diary,      Someone told me that we live to love and be loved. Before, I thought that it is not totally true. Because I am the living proof that we can still be live without the love. But then, I realized while I was getting older that it is

Dear Diary,        Night comes again, don't know why everytime the sun sets and the dark fills the skies I felt so peaceful. But sometimes I can't control my feelings and my peaceful moments will become unexpected sadness, like now.