Dear Diary,
For the first time in my life, I am Willing to take the risk. I am Willing to break my rules for someone who doesn't have any feelings for me. It hurts so much. So much that I just want to dissappear in any social media he has. I don't want to hear or see anything from him and anything that reminds me of him cause I'll just torturing myself if I'll do that. He is not that handsome, he is not my ideal type, he is the opposite the man that I want to be my first and last love, but I don't know why I like him so much or should I say Love him so much.
I just wish that this feeling will fade soon. Btw, his name is roi.