August 14, 2021

Dear Diary,

       I feel so nervous, after 2 years of being jobless. One of the company told me to take their exam because I passed their initial and final interview. I badly want to have a job. I want to help my family especially my mother. I want them to travel every countries. I want a best life for them. But I don't know if I could make it happen because I am shy, not smart and not talented and that makes me so scared. I just wish that before it is too late, I could make them to experience what they didn't experience yet and secured their future. I hope that I will pass the exam. So even though my salary is not that high atleast I can help them in our everyday expenses. I love them so much more than my life.