G (:'s Dear Diary

Lately I've been stuck at my dad's house. He lives with his mom. His mom is really annoying. She says a lot of unnecessary and mean things. She often contradicts herself. I often reply with a nod or "maybe", "I don't know". I feel like one day I will

Recently I saw a person on TikTok live and they reminded me of a person that I knew. The person was annoying and irresponsible, and I kept digging in my memories and actually I've met so much people who were like this.  And now I'm worried, is it jus

I don't know what's wrong with me. It was my birthday yesterday, and my family is gathering up tomorrow. I hate them so much I can hardly stand being in the se room with them even though they didn't really do anything bad.  My grandfather thinks wome

Like 3-4 years ago, I always wore skirts to school and was absolutely comfortable. Few times I wore a skirt in late middle school, but only because there were mainly girls in my class and no one sexualized me. But now I can't even imagine doing that.

I understand that I will never be happy. And it isn't even about love. I can never make people respect me. I feel like my parents only see me as a responsibility.  I think I mentally hurt a lot of people. I know I have no right to make myself a v

I wish at least someone saw me as a friend. I already said that, maybe, the problem is in me. I have some problems with understanding other people, I think. I probably need to change but I don't know how and what to change. It's something about my be

I am so confused. I want to know what do they think about me. Why do people in my life act the way they do? I can't understand what are their thoughts.   What if they hate me? I don't really know what would I do If I found out that they do. It's pro

Today was kinda rough for us ): my friend passed today to drop my gift and my entire family was here😃 my grandmother asks if he's my bf  I said no she ask if I sure💀  Also, my lessons tmr is for quite lunch-  so I gonna get up a lil late  cus I'm

princess sad she didn't get to come ): and same  I'm doing td work and have lessons today- Tmr too and princess and I will spend the morning together then I'll go to my friend's party. my family from my dad's side is coming today  so fun (:

- After^ Before Mummy surprised me with my girls today. They came at 9 and left at 5 after we cut the cake. They stayed for 8 hours (((: When they now arrived we all squealed and hugged each other. We all did our nails and

We called before I went to sleep I was flossing my teeth and she was like is fine Turn on your camera (: So she watched me brush and floss my teeth. I'm gonna do my hair tmr I have no nails isn't that nice🙂

One more day until my birthday. If princess not there ): mummy need to let her come Don't u think!!? I got new bedsheets they're blue (: SHE NEEDS TO GET TO COME UGHHH FUUUUUUCKKKKKK.

I might not see my girl I might not see my girl )))): me big sad ): 🥺 I'm nervous to see my girls😩 I'm also nervous to talk to my mother bout princess coming. I'm not sure what's the right thing to say💀 Help?!

I am a sexy but  dehydrated bitch 🥰😝🤩 I gonna get to see my girll I gonna get to see my girlll She said in a sing-song voice🥰 (((: We started organizing tables and chairs for Friday ((: I'm excited eeeeeeeee (: We were outside today (: It wa

Ring Combos - 3 rings on one handindex, ring, middle - 1 ring on index/middle/ring finger - 4 rings on one handpinky, ring, middle, pointer finger - 3 rings on one handpinky, middle, thumbI'm excited about my birthday (:  I feel kinda fat

Today I collect add maths lessons worksheet paper. After that, I went and visited my friend (: I didn't see him since January he said 😩 It was nice to see him 🥰 He's well, he only playing video games 😝 He grew out his hair, it so curly now😺

We shared boxes of sweets, ice cream, and prasad today in temple I received many early birthday wishes (: 🥰 I broke fast today (Sunday)  I ate curry chicken, which my grandfather made ((: I helped him peel potatoes to make pies, for selling I

Add maths lessons today at 12 need to make pancakes, cheese paste  hashbrowns waffles instead  put away dishes ✅ Cut up mushrooms cut nails Kite flying??? (:  I have had no energy for the past two days last day of march i felt amazing

I decided to give her a chance for us to be friends again. We are doing a week trial so yeah😀 I also want new friends ): Or more I guess Today I went grocery, came home went to my class. Today's class wasn't all that good ;/ I got coco

I went to the hairdresser today (: I got my hair washed, it hella poofy now 😝☁ Talked to wifey a bit today 🥰🥺 Tmr is our 10 months🤩💘💍 I made potatoes today 🥔 (: And I think I wanna make cinabons inna bit🥰 I love the energy I had with pr

Yesterday was the first time in a while that I had my hair inna bun🥺 I exercised while on call with princess today (: She's amazing🤩 That's my wifeyy🥰💘💍 We called yesterday too ((: She saw me I saw her. I love her smmm SHE

Last night I did yoga for 20 mins. It felt good (: I'm glad I'm getting back into my night routine🥰😻 I also cried myself to sleep last night😀 My mother came to kiss me goodnight and never even notice🙂 My dad finally saw my report and