Rckannn's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, despite wanting to, I need to stop caring for him, feeling indifferent to his life problems and perceive him as my friend. I will not move on this way, we have to do it alone, even if it’s going to be much harder.  I need to listen to my

First, let me say that your worth as a woman, partner, and human being is not tied to your physical ability to have sex or provide anything to anyone. The fact that you worked so hard to address your chronic pain shows how much you cared about your r

Pleasing - Danger - Strength I was pleasing sexually too much the people in my past, and they used me and hurt me sexually too many times. I wasn’t strong enough to say “No, I don’t like it” - I was too weak and too busy pleasing them. Then I became

Nobody can replace anybody else, so it would be a shame to make it a competition.And no love is like any other love, so it would be a shame to make a comparison with you.

Dear Diary, he left me just before New Year. I think there’s nothing left of me now but pain and grieve and fear. Also exhaustion, I didn’t sleep almost at night. I really forgot what it’s like to wake up from emotional pain and start howling and cry

People have so much to tell through books, movies and art. Thank god they don’t stay silent. Maybe I won’t be able to have a regular friendship or a conventional romantic relationship, but at least I can always listen to them through these things the

There are so many ways to live inside a tragedy. You can suffer without making others feel guilty.

I just woke up and I feel like I’m the loneliest person in the world. My husband feels anything towards me but admiration or interest, all the people I’m trying to become closer with are so boring and conventional. I’m stuck in loneliness without pri

On my way from work, the bus driver called me “la chica del libro”, I was so happy to hear that!

Why do we want to own everything? Why knowing that it exists somewhere in this world isn’t enough? Why do we want these things for us?

Dear Diary, Goodmorning! Today is another day and another fight!! Each and every one of us has their own struggle and challenges. I hope we can all face them with great courage. God bless us all!!

Dear Diary, Its another day. I feel sad and gloomy. But I hope better days will come. I hope that I will be okay. I hope that I can be positive again. Ive been doing well recently. I deserve better than this. I deserve to be treated better. I hope I

Dear Diary,Yesterday I found out that he has a new girlfriend and it seems like he really found someone who fits his standards. It hurts a lot but Im trying to be calm and trying to trust God for his plans for me. Im kinda sad because after 4 years a

Dear Diary, Another day it is!!! Hope everyone will have a great day ahead!! Let's do our best to achieve all of our goals in life. Let God and the Universe do their magic on us. Que sera sera🤗

Dear Diary, All I'm praying right now is if ever I get to see or talk to you again, I wish that I am strong enough to  decline and strong enough to make sure what I want. To prioritize myself.

Dear Diary, It's a new day of realizations. GREAT REALIZATIONS. I realized that everything really happens for a reason that it's okay to be sad and angry but everything will also make sense in the future. And as time passes by, little by little I'm s

Dear Diary, Just wanna congratulate myself for not sending him  any message on his birthday. This is the start of putting myself back together. Baby steps but I know I will get there sooner or later. Stronger and wiser. SLOWLY BUT SURELY.

Dear Diary, "There'll be happiness after you But there was happiness because of you Both of these things can be true There is happiness" - Taylor Swift Till I see my happiness again.

Dear Diary, It's his birthday today God knows how much I want to talk to him and greet him on his special day. However, I don't want to be in his life anymore. I don't want to push myself to a guy who does not want me to be in his life anymore. So I

Dear Diary, Seven months ago I was so decided that breaking up was the right thing to do and that I deserve so much better. There were so many red flags in our relationship but I was okay with them because I thought "if you really love them you have