Not a lost soul anymore's Dear Diary

•———•23.39•———• Welll hello again, today we had pe and it was a swimming lesson which i hate like I don’t hate swimming but i hate swimming with school :/For the rest not much hm let me think cuz I don’t wanne leave this page so empty..Well i studied

•———•23.58•———•Hello again, today I didn't have school but I couldn't do so much anyways because I needed to fix my heels (the heel was about to detach) , I had to go to the main city and I never go there so I was just hoping I didn't get lost- but i

•———•02.02•———• Hm well today I had school, I was to hyperactive and broke on of my heels.. :( for the rest I played genshin and did all the events on bo’s (friend) acc and that’s about it I don’t have school tomorrow so yayyy I can stay up late no p

•———•23.37•———• i hate frensh i played genshin on my acc and bo's (friend) acc , I also helped Noor (other friend) defeat some bosses,I also fixed bo’s jean a bit and like I don’t wanne be mean but Noor is ass at fighting but maybe it’s bc she’s on

•———•General thoughts •———• Why must everything be about money •———• 22.04•———• Welllll nothing happened todayMy mother shared an idea of her with me, she was like what if we made a game that makes ppl learn out of their mistakes (crimes) example: so

•———•general thougts•———• / •———• 2.13•———•  nothing special again, all i did was disign some outfit for my friend, play genshin and watched a movie..im sorry i really have nothing to say, maybe i coud tell you that i helped my sis with defeating som

•———•general thoughts•———•/ •———• 02.00•———• well- i couldnt write much today since i got like extreme migraines at first it was hard to see and then my head hurted like shit-so today i just have been sleeping on the couch and in the bathroom when  m

•———•General thoughts•———• •———•8.10•———•Well im at school, today we will be going to a museum,i hope this is gonna be fun for once but ofc without a taskWe cant let childeren enjoy something wothout homework! Anyways i ofc have the curse of Tia so

•———• General thoughts•———•Why does life keep throwing rotten lemons at me? I can’t make lemonade out this! :/ Should I cut ties with him? He gave me joy but now he just makes me sad.. Why am so sensitive!! I do one thing wrong am I’m already crying!

Hm maybe this isnt a bad idea...Im going to write everyday..Just saying my thoughts and what happend todaySo yea welcome ig •———•12.40 ish•———• Its cold .. i have 2 sweathers on but it doesnt seem to be enough..The last fem days havent been so good b

Nothing much happened today, vznlindzaag was afwezig and those fuckers ( the fuckers group from 2de) had to stalk me I just wanted to dance walk a bit but no fuck you em and the English teacher forgot that we had les :^Sigh nico and Noor are ignoring

Fucking everything is gonna fall apart again.. fucking stoepit school is gonna start again and me getting used again, fucking nico that calls me just for my nahida and fuck me cuz when I am like him he leaves the fucking call ARE THAT FUCKING BITCHY,

I went shopping with my mother and got a new jacket  Today was Alr just little upset about how I get ignored all the time… they’ve been playing together again (Bo & nico)… like this is not a problem if it he would play with me to but no, the only thi

Dear Diary, Goodmorning! Today is another day and another fight!! Each and every one of us has their own struggle and challenges. I hope we can all face them with great courage. God bless us all!!

Dear Diary, Its another day. I feel sad and gloomy. But I hope better days will come. I hope that I will be okay. I hope that I can be positive again. Ive been doing well recently. I deserve better than this. I deserve to be treated better. I hope I

Dear Diary,Yesterday I found out that he has a new girlfriend and it seems like he really found someone who fits his standards. It hurts a lot but Im trying to be calm and trying to trust God for his plans for me. Im kinda sad because after 4 years a

Dear Diary, Another day it is!!! Hope everyone will have a great day ahead!! Let's do our best to achieve all of our goals in life. Let God and the Universe do their magic on us. Que sera sera🤗

Dear Diary, All I'm praying right now is if ever I get to see or talk to you again, I wish that I am strong enough to  decline and strong enough to make sure what I want. To prioritize myself.

Dear Diary, It's a new day of realizations. GREAT REALIZATIONS. I realized that everything really happens for a reason that it's okay to be sad and angry but everything will also make sense in the future. And as time passes by, little by little I'm s

Dear Diary, Just wanna congratulate myself for not sending him  any message on his birthday. This is the start of putting myself back together. Baby steps but I know I will get there sooner or later. Stronger and wiser. SLOWLY BUT SURELY.

Dear Diary, "There'll be happiness after you But there was happiness because of you Both of these things can be true There is happiness" - Taylor Swift Till I see my happiness again.

Dear Diary, It's his birthday today God knows how much I want to talk to him and greet him on his special day. However, I don't want to be in his life anymore. I don't want to push myself to a guy who does not want me to be in his life anymore. So I

Dear Diary, Seven months ago I was so decided that breaking up was the right thing to do and that I deserve so much better. There were so many red flags in our relationship but I was okay with them because I thought "if you really love them you have