Dear Diary, It's a new day of realizations. GREAT REALIZATIONS. I realized that everything really happens for a reason that it's okay to be sad and angry but everything will also make sense in the future. And as time passes by, little by little I'm starting to see the goodness of this tragedy. I'm starting to see that there's so much I need to fix in me and that there'e so much more I don't know about myself. I always ask myself before " What do I really want?" "Who do I want to be?". Someone told me before that I have a lifetime to figure out myself. I cannot understand what she means before but now I'm starting to really see and understand what she means.I have a lifetime to bond with myself, I have a lifetime to figure out what I really want, and I have a lifetime to prepare myself for greater things that God has for me. If I will let God and the universe do their thing and If I just trust the process, I know that there's so much more out there for me. That in the future someone deserving will come and love me with genuine love and RESPECT. Someone who also deserves my love. But for now I will bond with myself. I will prepare for the future. I will heal alone. I won't let anyone break me again. And I won't depend my worth and happiness to anyone ever again. I think that's the real beauty of pain, It makes u realize that you need to love yourself first in order to heal properly. And to my future partner/husband. I'm just here waiting for our paths to cross. I'll see you in the funny papers. :')