Lost Boy's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I felt so lonely. And I badly longed for her to reply. But, nothing happened yet. And Wtf Am I doing, demanding someone to talk to me. Fck fck fck fck.....

Dear Diary, Fvck, I feel thrash again like those days when I wrote similar diaries. I sleep more than enough just to wait for notifications on school and scholarship matters but most of all, to wait if any of my friends or persons I like messaged m

Dear Diary, I can't sleep since last night. It's already 7:30 and I'm just waiting for 9AM online orientation about the school learning/teaching platform. I guess I'd be sleeping while watching it. I hope my head will  not fall on the laptop's scr

Dear Diary, Still can't get my sleep Anyways, I'll just write my recurring thoughts for today. I admit that I did body shamed many people now and I belittled most with their intelligence level. I spoke few words that hurts but most of it were

Dear Diary, I have a hard time getting back to my normal sleeping pattern (10pm-6pm).  Now, I sleep from 5am-1pm. I feel tired but I can't sleep. And I'm guilty of being obsessed checking my phone's notifications, scrolling through social media an

Dear Diary, Let's get away from the self pity that I am always doing here and let's make some attention seeking diary - I didn't mean it but somehow it feels like that. I stumbled upon a math problem in FB (see picture below) and it took me one

Dear Diary, It's 5 AM and I still can't sleep though I feel sleepy since 11 PM. I just feel so lonely since yesterday. As an introverted, mostly quiet, not expressive and studious guy, I too badly wanted a warm long hug from someone just to feel

Dear Diary, Hmm, maybe it's a gross for you, but it's been a week since I went commando (if you know what I mean). And, I maintained myself well cleaned all the times. It felt very normal now and I can just easily walk around the house and outside w

Dear Diary, I am much better now than the past few days. I don't know how but maybe because I tried to talk to some of my friends and family members even though it's just a casual talk. This might have somehow distracted me of that damn emotions o

Dear Diary, It's so damn boring 🙂 Pukinangina amboring

Dear Diary, Man, I'm worse today than I am yesterday. I feel so unease the whole day. Like the days are just repeating. The same routine, household chores, same people, activities, music, games, hobbies I am badly bored in life It makes me anxi

Dear Diary, I wonder how it feels like to have a lover? I'd like to have someone who I can trust to talk all my ideas without being judge. I'd like someone whose more confident than me, a joker and an open minded person. Someone I can hug and can b

Dear Diary, So today was a boring day. Can you relate with the feeling there is one thing that you become obsessed  about but become tired of it later. I have always listened to all Yorushika album before like everyday, every hour and when I am in

Dear Diary, I'm just some person in the world that would live for sometime in the human history. I am a clueless or "no conviction" person and I can't stand on my own. I am always in need of affirmation from someone of what should I do or believe

Dear Diary, *sigh* hmm Again, I was at this state of mind, judging how my life appears to me. I am questioning why would I bother learning, improving skills and utmost, doing anything. Then comes to the point, questioning my very own existence.