Lost Boy's Dear Diary

Index
December 23, 2021
Dear Diary, I started unfriending everyone on Facebook whose very loud about what's going on in their lives and unfollowed all pages that I had interest in the past. I am always using Facebook trying to find comedic contents but now I am over with
Dec 23
December 14, 2021
Dear Diary, I like helping anyone in their studies because that is the only way I am comfortable talking but then regrets when I solved things for them. That hits most when we're done and about to say goodbye. So, basically I am finding attention
Dec 14
December 10, 2021
Dear Diary, I have this male friend and I am always trying to help him in mathematics and programming. But, I don't feel like he is trying to empathize how lonely I am these days. He just messages me when he needs help. All of the talks is only abou
Dec 10
August 22, 2021
Dear Diary, I cried over my lonely life. ~ 6am Well, gotta sleep.
Aug 21
August 19, 2021
Dear Diary, I wish I have someone I can openly talk to, have fun and hug.
Aug 18
July 18, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel lonely.
Jul 18
July 08, 2021
Dear Diary, Everything feels good. There's balance of exercise, household chores, games and talk with a friend and family which makes me taste a good dose of happiness. But, lately, I feel goddamn fully attracted to hot muscular guys especially i
Jul 08
January 12, 2021
Dear Diary, I felt so lonely. And I badly longed for her to reply. But, nothing happened yet. And Wtf Am I doing, demanding someone to talk to me. Fck fck fck fck.....
Jan 12
August 04, 2020
Dear Diary, Fvck, I feel thrash again like those days when I wrote similar diaries. I sleep more than enough just to wait for notifications on school and scholarship matters but most of all, to wait if any of my friends or persons I like messaged m
Aug 04
August 03, 2020
Dear Diary, I can't sleep since last night. It's already 7:30 and I'm just waiting for 9AM online orientation about the school learning/teaching platform. I guess I'd be sleeping while watching it. I hope my head will  not fall on the laptop's scr
Aug 02
July 29, 2020
Dear Diary, Still can't get my sleep Anyways, I'll just write my recurring thoughts for today. I admit that I did body shamed many people now and I belittled most with their intelligence level. I spoke few words that hurts but most of it were
Jul 28
July 25, 2020
Dear Diary, I have a hard time getting back to my normal sleeping pattern (10pm-6pm).  Now, I sleep from 5am-1pm. I feel tired but I can't sleep. And I'm guilty of being obsessed checking my phone's notifications, scrolling through social media an
Jul 24
July 23, 2020
Dear Diary, Let's get away from the self pity that I am always doing here and let's make some attention seeking diary - I didn't mean it but somehow it feels like that. I stumbled upon a math problem in FB (see picture below) and it took me one
Jul 23
July 21, 2020
Dear Diary, It's 5 AM and I still can't sleep though I feel sleepy since 11 PM. I just feel so lonely since yesterday. As an introverted, mostly quiet, not expressive and studious guy, I too badly wanted a warm long hug from someone just to feel
Jul 20
July 11, 2020
Dear Diary, Hmm, maybe it's a gross for you, but it's been a week since I went commando (if you know what I mean). And, I maintained myself well cleaned all the times. It felt very normal now and I can just easily walk around the house and outside w
Jul 11