Dear Diary,
Hmm, maybe it's a gross for you, but it's been a week since I went commando (if you know what I mean). And, I maintained myself well cleaned all the times. It felt very normal now and I can just easily walk around the house and outside without the fear that my junior 😂 would stand up and greet people.
Also, I am so motivated these few days to learn and debate about morality like if it was objective or just a social construct, like what are moral relativism, absolutism and secular morality.
I debated with my co-atheists on FB groups and now I am much less sensitive to insults and open to criticisms that may throw out from them. I think I am more happier than before because I am more actively thinking and talking with strangers (online). Because, I used to be playing, doing household chores, cook, listen to music, not speaking too much and sleep. That's how boring it was before and deep inside I wasn't happy because I feel that I've obligated my self to do these things everyday to the point I can no longer derive pleasure from them and it made me anxious about what to do next.
So, I think, if you felt like mine. Find another one that you think you'd get happiness from it and of course, that can distract you from the damn emotions you have. Of course, it should be a legal one.
Mine is I would learn deeper and debate on the topic of morality because I derive happiness from it. How about you?