Bhavu🤓's Dear Diary

The most social anxiety thing i do is that I could wake up at 2 am and I wouldn’t leave my room until 9 or 10 am so I don’t run into the maid . If someone walked on me while I’m eating my breakfast at the kitchen I feel like uhh my day is ruined now.

Dear Diary,  Hi, it has been a while since I wrote something in a diary. I feel empty I don't know why. I tried distracting myself from this feeling earlier, looks like it wasn't effective.  I really feel alone... Ps. I think this would b

Dear Diary, after my grandma died I being high and dumb made a will out of nowhere and sold her house for over 100 grand and I helped my mother-in-law sell her trailer but she told the cops I stole it and cashed a 100 grand insurance check anyway lo

Dear Diary, I dont know what the hell is wrong with me and i keep on fucking going back for more. i called rehab to get back on the list and then went to her house and then her son called and was begging her to get out of the dope game because appa

Dear Diary, 3 months ago when he left I relapsed and even after we got back together and I got clean for 5 days I started using agian and I haven't stopped...when I'm not on uppers I'm sleeping all the time,I get nothing done and all that honestly I

Dear Diary, he owes me for all these years of hell. And he is lucky that I never said anything bad about him and his parents and didn't start a trial because I went through meat grinder just because I wanted to love him and to live in his country. Ho

Dear Diary, I said that he acts like nothing strange has happenned. But he did this, I mean everything that I say, write or do repeats again and again because he wants me to be the past, even it is obvious that time difference between our countries i

Dear Diary, I thought idols love their job for opportunity to perform in front of thousand people. Then why all these bitches won awards for their new song dont even perform? They associate themselves with me again?! What do they want from me??They d

Dear Diary, This week wasn't so bad: I went to a dantist and spend only 6$, real luck for our times. I watched old USSR movies and was happy at that moment so even forgot about depressive thoughts. I've heard that people found virus in China that alr

Dear Diary, I will not care about numbers anymore because all this time I counted dates wrong. I still dont understand how so many people so easily learn math and all these formulas because I did it just how I saw it. I dont know when I die (accordin

Dear Diary, I thought about S and H that passed away last year and find more and more similarities of that dancer and his friend who I think are their male versions. Even their "birthday numbers": S(92) H (14) and dancers E (22) D (156), summarized n

Dear Diary, I wanted to be a singer when I was young and I even won on my city competition with song "Alteun ay"("golden moon" from bashkir language), after that I was singing in school chorus but stopped at 13 years because singing wasn't my passion

Dear Diary, I don't feel lonely anymore but I am mad because people lie all the time and they createmore and more bullshit to bring me down. After I complained about his bitches press made it look like my enemies are another girls??! Should I make a

Dear Diary, this girs who copy me are really think that they do something good. But they have no idea how hard to live with my pain because they have everything. Since everyone already know that these bitches sleep with all rapers I knew that a pink

Dear Diary, I am not satisfied of seeing bitches who copy me and my condition and even release songs, music videos and photoshoots with same face expression and same coloured clothes that I wear. Sluts are younger than me so I cannot scream at them o

Dear Diary, there is a mystery with number 7. This year I think everyone were shocked when seven-member boy groups disbanded. Was it the member's desicion or their producer's I think it was wrong. Don't they understand that destroying magic of number

Dear Diary, I am tired to be a moon. I really hate couples that show their love in front of me when I just pretend that I care about their feelings. Of course I think that I should live in another place that's why I feel good only when I watch americ

Dear Diary, I live in fear of my mother's relatives (her brother, wife and two sons) all my life. Of course I visited them on birthdays and national celebrations because she has no one exept them,her mom and me. But I forced myself to be polite and c

Dear Diary, I am so scared of what happens nowadays. Famous people die every day and they weren't even in depression, all looked positive and energetic, why would they end up like this? I deleted my instagram account because I am lonely and don't tru

Dear Insecurity, Where exactly did you come from? And why have you come for me? I don’t quite remember when you first introduced yourself... However, you and I have come to be quite acquainted.  In my head there is a version of me who is fearless, sp

Dear Whoever, I’m finding myself again...  I’m finding me again and it feels so damn good! We could get into all the details, but who really needs them? I’m sure it’s the same summary as everyone else. It all comes down to this....“life is hard!” An

Dear Diary,well these last couple days have been good my son got his answer back on how long hes doing and on his original situation there twelve twelveing him so June of 2020 he'll be coming home as long as they dont fuck him on these new charges pl

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Dear Diary,well diary so far so good of a day were headed to Walmart to get a new tire and a few other things like a smart TV  cause were moving into our place next week how is everyone's day goinv?i hope very good I emailed my son today a three page

Dear Diary,dear diary we just vot bome we had along day we went and picked up this long bed. Chevys10 for 400 he wanted 800 he was nice and I love it he even left the plates on it cool huh now let's see how long this one last us first we had the Buic

Dear Diary,this sucks not feeling good but I went to er and I'm fine but then I hear it's going around the jails and prison and that's were my sons at please keep him in ur prayers that he dont get sick and he stays healthy and I'll keep u all in my

Dear Diary,I feel like I'm falling apart I want to cry but I'm to angry to God says he won't give you more than u can handle well hes really giving us a lot right now sometimes I wish I would fall asleep and not wake up I'm to much a pussy to kill my

Dear Diary,today was actually a good day my hubby and I hung out with friends of ours and we went shopping I needed to get out of here so did Tim cause denise mother is driving us nuts with these accusations of stealing her debit card and robbing her

Dear Diary,today has been an overall good day so far as long as when I get home denise ain't in one of her moods cause her bipolar is killing me man please give me advice

Dear Diary,today is beautiful I enjoyed my time that I got out of the house it was nice since our car accident we dont get to get out much anymore but we are fixing on getting a new car so then we can come and go whenever we want to....

Dear Diary, I'm mad. But is it really angryness what I'm feeling? or am I just too stressed?  There are alot of things going on right now, that I am feeling out of breath. There are so many things I got to do in a short amount of time, it is hard

Dear Diary, I am always critized for everything that I do.No matter what it is,I am always the one doing everything wrong.I'm seen as the bad person just for choosing to grow. For wanting to follow a certain career, for making my own decisions,

Dear Diary, 22 August one of the days for which i wait  whole year... My bestfriend's birthday....from the day we became friend i was always with her to celebrate this ...i guess this was the first birthday i am not with her... But i guess we enjo

Dear Diary, I guess today is the day for which i was waiting for 2month and when it arrived...what happened....i wanted it to never come ... I broked up... demotivated and in pain... But thanks to myself who is strong enough to handle me and to r

Dear Diary,since last few days I get these bad like horrible dreams while I'm trying to sleep at night and they scare me and I just wake up in middle and my heart is beating fast, I am scared and crying and I dunno what am I suppose to do! Then I'm j

Dear Diary, So yesterday was a both great and sad day for me...cuz of different reasons... So, this Saturday was a holiday for me from office! So, I woke up asusual and then like was thinking about my dream...I mean it's sometimes some people don

Dear Diary, Today met Kumar after a long time and trust me it's really good to meet him, Like we discussed few things about the work and products and some general stuff!This person gives me so much of positive vibes rather say energy, motivation, con

Dear Diary, Yeah.... Felt like scribbling my thoughts out after a long time... I don't even remember the last time I wrote anyways so there has been many things happening with me ( I am God's favorite I guess 😅 )Learning new things... I mean I alwa

Such a fucked up feeling..is there a way by which I can just skip that one day of my life and just can be Happy?? People Generally get excited for there birthdays me on other hand gets so Fucking nervous I just hate this feeling it's like when u have

Dear Diary, Something is wrong I don't know what is wrong but I feel too sad n low I mean bas rone ka maan karta hai..Being with people around still feeling lonely n just too lonely half of the time I just pretend to be really happy n cheerful b

Dear Diary, yesterday was fully a unpredictable day 😉I was having good time doing my work and enjoying my songs then I had appointment with doctor but the that stupid didn't turned up and I was so negative that why things are not fine ?? Why things

Dear Diary, Today was a good day for me... Since morning was busy with my works and like mood was also not that good was upset for some reasons but then....Evening was good me, akshay and varun took vogo and went to our favorite place... The bre

Dear Diary, Yesterday I wanted to write but I wasn't able to cuz till the time I reached my room it was already 12:45 and I was damn tired. Many things happened yesterday like it was good and bad like u can say a day with UPS and downs. My roo

Dear Diary, Too much annoyed n frustrated today.. cuz I feel my health is not good these days.... Cuz of that I have started being too irritated I just don't know what to do??? I have no energy I feel like I'm a lifeless soul in a body...cuz

Dear Diary, Menmories how one can explain this word?? I have no clue... Like was having a clam Sunday after a long time no plans no outings kinda me time....I thought let's see what all can be deleted from my phone that would empty the space and

Dear Diary, Every day can't be a perfect day right?? Like every time u can't be happy sometimes u feel up giving up on everything and just being damn alone n just cry n cry.. today was that kinda day for meI was literally too frustrated n annoye

Dear Diary, Today was a good day for me. I learned new things out of my silly mistakes. I realized yes I'm capable of doing good work n yes I should trust myself n work for my happiness n not get stressed over small n stupid things. Overthi

Dear Diary, I have a question tell me why the Fuck people judge u when they don't even know ur story?? When they don't know what u going through every day??? You know when u at low even the small actions and words n every small thing make u disc

Dear Diary, It was an amazing evening for me today. We friends went to the burger stories n had some mouth watering, delicious n yummy meal.  Then we guys went to inorbit mall n had fun there in the play zone area.We were actually playing like scho