Dear Diary,
Today was a good day for me. I learned new things out of my silly mistakes.
I realized yes I'm capable of doing good work n yes I should trust myself n work for my happiness n not get stressed over small n stupid things.
Overthinking is what I should stop doing!!
I was not this kind of person before I used to be so damn confident but these days I'm just the opposite of what I used to be..I don't know why I think so much n even think of the problems that don't exists in my life ..
The only first thought comes in my mind when I'm alone or idle is negative ones n then I over think on those things n just gets stressed, tensed n then I get emotionally n mentally too low that pisses me off so much that I fucking hate myself for this!!