Dear Diary,since last few days I get these bad like horrible dreams while I'm trying to sleep at night and they scare me and I just wake up in middle and my heart is beating fast, I am scared and crying and I dunno what am I suppose to do! Then I'm just praying to God and asking please please protect my family my parents and then I'm not able to sleep and I'm just lost and I don't even know how to express the feelings that I go through and that I'm going through now ... All this leads me to just think about it too much and I don't know whether I'm overthinking or I'm just being practical and I feel emotionally I'm getting screwed and fucked!!!!