NotSoHappyMesa's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,  Only writing now because I have to get into the habit of writing almost everyday. Just bummed out and thats all

Dear Diary,   I spent hours tonight crying after I ride in those posts and talking about all the things that happened. My sentencing hearing is going to be so scared. I know I got a sweet deal but for me even a month behind bars is enough to make m

Dear Diary,   Well technically it's a new day. I've been a drug user for so long, sometimes the days run together. But that's not what I'm in trouble and going to jail over. I've been smart and  I've been lucky with my drug use. Other people who we

Dear Diary,   This journal is likely going to be such a blessing for me in the coming months. I am going to jail and I am going to be able to use the internet to keep this journal. It is actually a part of the  court-ordered requirements just li

Dear Diary, its been a while since ive wrote here.. But I tried opening myself up more the past couple of days.. I felt better.. Until now. Someone told be to confront my depression and tell people about it.. But its just so hard.. I dont want to tel

Dear Diary,  Why does life have to be So stressful? I feel like I'm slowly sinking deeper into a bottomless pit that is going to gobble up  my happiness and spit me out leaving me with nothing but heartbreak and misery. If that is happening im actu

Dear Diary,  For years ive been depressed.. But I feel like its getting worse. I know that people love me and dont want me to "leave" but lately ive been thinking about "leaving" allot. Yesterday night I cut myself for the first time. Ive gotta admi