People who gave up on life and don't want to live easily get support and people around them who offers their hands willingly to listen to them and help them. And yet those who actually wants to live and be better has no one and no support. Maybe it's envy or it's just me being bitter. Maybe I'm not a good person or maybe there's something awfully wrong with me that puts other people off. But people are so right when they say humans don't appreciate what they get easily without any effort to earn it.