March 26, 2026

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Dear Diary,

I have some really bad thoughts and I can’t talk to anyone about it because they will judge me an become mad towards me.


I am in a position right know where I am really asking myself why am I still here, why trying to survive in this World anymore. 


I am 21 Years old and I can’t do this anymore. Everything gets expensive and I can’t pay any of my bills because I am not qualified to get help from our government in Germany. I am really lost and I don’t get any new Jpb or anything. So what am I supposed to do. How am I supposed to survive here


I have to deregister my car so I don’t sink into more debts but I can’t find a new Job without it, so please tell me, what am I supposed to do here. 


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Hira
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Hira3d ago

Thank you for ur kind words under my posts. really. I just having a really hard time right now and don't know where to go or what to do. But thank you, truly

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smokyfox3d ago

Hey! I've commented on one of your posts before and know how difficult life is for you right now and these words may never make a difference for you, but it WILL get better. You can make posts just for me if you want to and I will read them and support you! Nothing you post with go unheard or unseen, I promise. I will not judge you, I will not get mad towards you, neither will I think any differently of you just because of hard times.

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Tash6d ago

cool

"To share your weakness is to make yourself vulnerable; to make yourself vulnerable is to show your strength."

— Criss Jami