March 27, 2026

Dear Diary,

I think I need to journal for a few reasons. I want to see myself grow and become happy through expressing my thoughts. So when after a year or 2 or maybe 20(if I live that long ;D), I'd see how far I've come and what a roller-coaster my journey's been. I've been thinking to journal for a while now, but didn't know how to start, where to start...I always wonder how do people know what to write and what not to. However, today-MARCH 27, 2026, two days after my breakup with the most caring, optimistic and loyal guy(or in my delulu world), I want to start it anyway..might not be perfect or pretty..and what not, BUT it's my story, unclear, raw, messy like my curls. Although I want to forget almost everything but that's not quite possible unless I get dementia or something..until then I have to live with it. AND NO MATTER WHAT..I WILL. I want myself to continue journaling not just to tick another task from my to-dos but to express and analyze my thoughts if that's a thing to be happy. Hopefully I'll crack the code someday but for now I'm clueless...

Love, K.