December 14, 2025
I have list of all things that eats me up. The kind of words that nudges me to shatter the mirror. The kind that enable my anxiety. Those wanton words, you said frivilously, scratches the very inch of my skin. The ones that make me want to cut my body.
The list:
1. Fat ugly friend
2.Gaining weight like its a job
3. The stare on overweight
4. Have changed since your childhood. That look oh that look!
5. How can she be fat and dress improperly unlike her sister.
6. I am more worried about your weight.
And it keeps increasing.
Know that I am egotistical enough to forget these words often and most times. I am confident enough to know there is more to me. I have been admired enough by other people as well to know I am worthy even if they speaks of my appearance. I know. I heard you the first time. I understand. I am. But they forget I am human too. They forget I have my bad days too. The days where these words echo. Please be kind. Be kind to people who you deem to not have your kind of beauty standards. Know that some of the words you said casually, said jokingly, said surprisingly or just said, could potentially linger in our festering crippled mind.
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