December 11, 2025

My bestfrnd asked me if its the peer pressure of ppl telling me he likes me. I realized, no, it was his actions. Both the obvious ones and the subtle ones. And his absence, which bothers me. It's the way my eyes naturally finds him. It's the disappointment when a day goes by, and we don't get a chance to even say hi. My purpose to go to classes have changed. I get bothered when I see him, I get bothered when I don't. The pining is real.