⚕'s Dear Diary

It was easy for a little while. To ignore his existence. Not even glance at his direction. To not even bother saying hi when hes all up in my face looking miserable. And time and again telling Sira how he felt sad cuz i ignored him. It was still bear

Smokers disgust me. Note to future self, not to FUCKING date a smoker. Your dad got chronic lung disease from SMOKING

Might or might not confess.. The way we are going, and building our connection, it's rather built on pretension and lies. And if communicating like adults, could help why not go forth with it? We could never be friends. At least, knowing all this, w

If he continues like this, he's gonna have to repeat the whole fucking course.  So he came from the 2nd class today. I asked him if his throat is better now. He replied yeah. Then I complained how he misses classes. He was wearing this cute harry po

My heart's too full but I refuse to give it to a man There is a huge distintction b/w how i treat my hgs vs any man in my life. I have always done that. W my women, I am the sweetest, kindest, forgiving, always giving them something. Whether any hel

He did not come to classes. The fact I did not wanna go, but still did cuz I wanted to see him even for a little... Sira was talking to him and I made her put him on speaker. And that sore throat voice did something to me. Fuck, that was hot.  I was

He fell first, she fell harder... Whatever he felt last sem b4 our exam break started and he said How am I going to live w/o seeing her for 12 days, I feel it now. We have winter vacay and I am gonna miss him crazy. Last class, we didn't get to talk

I saw him in my dreams again. It's now the 3rd time. At this point I am more into him than he is. Basically, it was us roaming the Uni, then I thought he had disappeared. To my surprise, he wasn't. He appeared like a saviour from the fog, then we sha

He's such a good influence. I got inspired by his 6 tutions and that staggering amount of monthly income, I started doing my own project again. Done a lot of washing, cleaning, and work today.

Why'd he ask if my Uni crush is his roommate.. generational aura loss. I just hope his roommate doesnt start hating me or anything cuz I had replied with Ew lol. And didnt give any reason. Yk lately though, the fact that I kinda had a subtle thing bo

My bestfrnd asked me if its the peer pressure of ppl telling me he likes me. I realized, no, it was his actions. Both the obvious ones and the subtle ones. And his absence, which bothers me. It's the way my eyes naturally finds him. It's the disappoi

When I see him everyday,I get immune to him but when I miss classes, I miss his presence. The accidental eye contact, my shyness, his touch, his voice ugh.. everything.

I don't like him changed into I fking like him fairly quick. We had a tea date.. and the first thing he talks bout is when did he first see me. I had a panic attack thinking this dude is gonna confess? The topic went into relationship, marriage, nico

Haha huh, *chuckles* im in danger. Im totally into him wtf. So basically, he came late to class. I didnt see him at first, then saw suddenly on the same row from me, and in that section. The rise of heartbeat I felt for such a loser God. My eyes jus

It'd be unfair to say i'm not at least a little bit interested in him. I find myself staring at pictures of him I mistakenly took while taking selfies with my friend. The whole stapler  incident... the way he acted so desp over getting his notes stap