⚕'s Dear Diary

So Ari and I are kinda.. we both know we like each other. We've been talking for 3 days on socials. He is one flirty boy. Sigh, never thought his personality would be this hot. He is also sentimental and trauma dumps outta nowhere. Which I get, cause

On the way to our regular lunch place, he asked me what kind of cartoons I watch. Honestly, I was insanely tired yst and didnt have the energy to respond. So he started listing what he watched. And said Horrid Henry. I said thats one of my favs. Then

Most of the times when Ive just woken up, I barely feel like writing bout men. But here we go. We went on another "accidental" date, and I did call him Ari and shook his hands. Lets start from the start. So I was a bit early to the class, I visited

So sleepy, they had to another 3 classes. At least, I'll get to see Ari. Yst we sat tgt again, with Sira, Sav, and for a short time Nessa. A random girl came btw and shook Ari's hands. The rage I felt. The fucking rage I felt. And she said she was h

So we went on an "accidental" date yst The classes were cancelled of the first period. I was returning from the convenience store, he was standing around the corner. He said Hi, and if I wanted some tea. I had no work whatsoever so I said yes. We we

It was easy for a little while. To ignore his existence. Not even glance at his direction. To not even bother saying hi when hes all up in my face looking miserable. And time and again telling Sira how he felt sad cuz i ignored him. It was still bear

Smokers disgust me. Note to future self, not to FUCKING date a smoker. Your dad got chronic lung disease from SMOKING

Might or might not confess.. The way we are going, and building our connection, it's rather built on pretension and lies. And if communicating like adults, could help why not go forth with it? We could never be friends. At least, knowing all this, w

If he continues like this, he's gonna have to repeat the whole fucking course.  So he came from the 2nd class today. I asked him if his throat is better now. He replied yeah. Then I complained how he misses classes. He was wearing this cute harry po

My heart's too full but I refuse to give it to a man There is a huge distintction b/w how i treat my hgs vs any man in my life. I have always done that. W my women, I am the sweetest, kindest, forgiving, always giving them something. Whether any hel

He did not come to classes. The fact I did not wanna go, but still did cuz I wanted to see him even for a little... Sira was talking to him and I made her put him on speaker. And that sore throat voice did something to me. Fuck, that was hot.  I was

He fell first, she fell harder... Whatever he felt last sem b4 our exam break started and he said How am I going to live w/o seeing her for 12 days, I feel it now. We have winter vacay and I am gonna miss him crazy. Last class, we didn't get to talk

I saw him in my dreams again. It's now the 3rd time. At this point I am more into him than he is. Basically, it was us roaming the Uni, then I thought he had disappeared. To my surprise, he wasn't. He appeared like a saviour from the fog, then we sha

He's such a good influence. I got inspired by his 6 tutions and that staggering amount of monthly income, I started doing my own project again. Done a lot of washing, cleaning, and work today.

Why'd he ask if my Uni crush is his roommate.. generational aura loss. I just hope his roommate doesnt start hating me or anything cuz I had replied with Ew lol. And didnt give any reason. Yk lately though, the fact that I kinda had a subtle thing bo