December 11, 2025

Dear Diary,

It's my first time writing here and I don't know what I am going to write. Right now, one word in my mind is "I want to go home and want to sleep for forever without worrying about anything." It's getting tough for me every day to be here, to be here in this world. I don't know how to handle anymore. I am fighting with myself every day, every minute, every seconds. I just want to go my permanent home. I am waiting for my call. I am tired.