Dear Diary,
I guess it's been a while. And I guess that's because I haven't been doing well in a new, fun, ✨ special ✨ kind of way. Isn't that just great. I don't really know what to do anymore. Or what to say anymore. I suppose I'm just very ill, and very tired. I don't think of myself very highly on the best days, so on the worst, I kind of want to fold myself a hundred times over and just... Disappear behind a couch cushion or something. I suppose that's all I have to say right now. I'm sorry for not making it pretty for you all.