Dear Diary,
I woke up in the morning...the day was totally unproductive today.
In the morning I said some mean things to someone.
After sometime I had a conversation with AB...I talked to him, I told him that I am waiting for him to come back, I am missing him, after saying those mean things to someone, I felt I am marrying a right person maybe... atleast he doesn't overreact over anything...he tries to explain things to me...I said once you come back I will talk to about various things which are running in my mind and bothering me...he asked me about those things, I said there's is nothing serious, he said I have always said you...if you have any problem, any issue...talk to me...then only I will be able to provide a resolution for it...he listened, he explained me the things which I already knew but I told him that I know all these but still sometimes this kind of conversation makes me feel uncomfortable, he said don't get into all these...you are gonna be the most important person in my life... and we will do everything together...and as everytime he said, whenever I ask him to say one good thing, he will say I have you, I will say apart from that, he will say I have you and this is enough to make me smile...he always answers the same...
I had a ugly fight with my mum, we are not like this, we don't behave like this ever, idk from where that rage came today, in both of us...why didn't she understand that I am trying to protect her... but anyways...we fought and then everything was back to normal...
He says I never express that much, so I wrote a big paragraph for him on Instagram and he hasn't seen it yet.
Okay bye, Gn