October 16, 2024

Dear Diary,

Today, I am 5 days clean. I am finally getting rid of this nasty addiction. I hate it. I've been living with it for 4 years and I am not even in my 20's yet. I cannot remember anything. I am hardly present anymore. I hope this brings me back to where I want to be. Back to being myself. To be honest, I don't even know who I am. At all. I don't know what I like, what I hate, what I'm good at. I am hardly an individual. I wish to be. I wish to know myself.