Dear Diary,
i had lots of mental discouragements, problems with my frnds, addictions, failures, mental breakdowns_ but im stillsurvivng. im still breathing. im still living how hard it is. also i chose hardest stream in my highschool. im still helping students. if somebody was in my situation im 100% sure that the person will never do what im doing right now, maybe the person never choose the stream now im follwing, maybe in a relationship and hv forgotten about things, maybe have drug addicted, or else defntly hv sui##.( even i tried to get suic$$ but i didnt bcz of my parents.)
so am i not good enough?
yp ppl can make some mistakes in their life bcz of we r ppl.
but the thing alwys stucking in my head is alwys regretting.
- i wanna improve my self day by day. achieve my goals and my dream career path. im still stucking by remembering past yeah!! and also i cant do focus, im alwys getting distracting, i wanna think about my self, i wanna gat my old self back who was the topper in school.
i stopped schooling bcz of these problems i mentioned above but im so greatful to myself cuz im still breating, i didnt lose myself, im still getting OXYGEN.
its okay to quite for a while.i love my self. i wanna find what i can do as i have never done anything for it yet. will see hopefully
lovely booo🎯