March 26, 2024 i born to regret💊💻📲🕯

Dear Diary,

i was worrying

• 2019 - i was afraid to speak with ppl and thought im not good enough to do things like my frnds do

• 2020- it was a barely good yr but 2020 is the yr that lead me to get into addiction (exactly phone addiction)

this yr i met some differnt kind of frnds and they changed my behavior.

• 2021- this yr i got a phone as my bday gift from dad and it leads to kill my yr and middle school finals

• 2022- had middle school finals and i had depression, anxiety,stress and everykind of emotional damages

• 2023- wanted to catch up things but it didnt went as i thought, i was still suffering with phone addiction (somebody can simply say that what kind of addiction is this? just put ur phone away blabla but only the ppl who have addicted know what kind of feeling it is)

• 2024 jan- wanted to catch up things but i cant remember anything that i have done

• 2024 feb- same as jan

• 2024 march- feeling like get into the track but no im still not