October 23, 2023

Dear Diary, it's time. It's time to do what I'm supposed to do to clear the exams n have a job. 

It's time to burn my bad habits n past memories. I need to burn the distractions n the bridge leading to past. I can't keep doing that to myself. They came n I kicked them out or they left me. 

All I want is to fulfill my dream but I can't see it happening soon or even in this lifetime. 

So maybe, I'd rather work on some other dreams n desires. 

For once I'd like to live without bad habits, try atleast. Let's see how it goes from today onwards. I won't deny that there won't be times that I don't go back to those habits but I'll do it as much as I can. 

The steps are desire, visualise, plan n implement... With consistency n discipline.