Dear Diary, I got my first ever covid last Wednesday and didn’t go to work till today. But tomorrow I feel pressured to go and do at least something. I still can’t eat enough and I’m so weak. I’m somewhat frustrated time to time. But there’s nothing I can do about it.
When I had high fever I again realized that I have no friends to even text with. I am becoming 24 this year. And feeling so miserable. I have some hopes. I still have several hopes. Well couple of… I don’t know but the fact that I don’t have anyone to tell about my covid made me cry during this covid thing. I don’t think I am a bad person but I am not good at opening up to people. I didn know how to talk about my depression and my little sister’s situation.
I like Cher but the song turn back time hits me too hard that I have no idea what to do.