The Beginning...Kinda 07/23/23

     I dont know how to begin, where to begin, or why i am beginning. i dont even know if this is the right platform to do this. i dont think anybody will read this, but if there is someone that reads these installations, enjoy them even though they are at my expense. I have to start writing a memoir, or put everything that has happened to me into a book, which would probably be on the Oprah book list. I have been thinking of doing this for a little while, to release this pain, sorrow, regret, and any other related adjectives. So, here it is, and here we go. 

     I wasnt sure how to begin this, so ive decided to begin at the most recent and work my way back. i dont know how far back these will go, but im sure it will be interesting. 

     i want to give a little insight on me as a person. i am a 29 year old man. i am a fire fighter paramedic. my work schedule is not so complicated, i work 24 hours and have three days off. the days in between i can pick up overtime or work at the department i am a part of.