Dear Diary,
We came back home together, me , mummy, papa and bhai.
As Ankur has shifted to Gurugram and he was supposed to take his car there, so he has a road trip with Amit and Kishore, they arrived at 3 am as it is going to be a long journey and ofcourse he can't drive 1100+ kms alone , and now they have started their journey 5 mins back, we are happy, still sad, I was overwhelmed since night, although now I will have more space in the bed or I should say the whole bed is mine, more privacy, but while bidding goodbye until we meet next time, heart feels heavy, eyes got teary, mummy papa feeling something like this is normal but me feeling something like this isn't, because I always support him and think logically but what to do, I will miss him till I see him the next time, suddenly I feel so lonely, I mean we keep irritating each other or he keeps me irritating each other whole day and we are each others support while having arguments with parents but I don't know why I am feeling like this.
I hope his reach safely and enjoy his trip and get more success and happiness and everything he wants, but at the cost of living far away from us. :)
Also I never appreciated mum doing Chhath puja that much and last year also I didn't missed it but this time seeing everyone's story and all I miss those moments, the video and photos I captured that time just for fun have became the memories of the probably the last Chhath celebration, I didn't knew this at that time, 2020 chhath video is what I am cherishing today.
Idk why I am missing all the little moments.
Why I am so overwhelmed.