October 29, 2022 #339

Dear Diary,

Tomorrow, I won’t go back to my bed after I wake up. I will do VCS of this week. And also watch some YouTube videos to get some hints to deal with the upcoming winter season…and do bujo setting up. Hmm and maybe do some yoga poses practice at home. 

I don’t feel that bad at least now. My dad gave me some herbal medicine after dinner time. Maybe that worked for me. Don’t forget breathing~ And straighten the spine~ I’ve done hair wash finally~ I even tidied up one of the corners of my room~ well done 👍🏼 

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Let’s see how it will work out… setting up bujo for the upcoming month… 

Girl…how had you managed your period when you were a student? It feels so very weird! Basically not energetic at ALL! My feet are cold…and wet somehow:P 

I am a girl again…basically I am a girly person tho. I practiced a lot since I was little and it was enough to avoid building my original identity. Or this is just how actually I am. Who knows. But it was kinda awkward when I talked to my friends while I was feeling like I was half acting. 

My mind is almost empty now. My sleep schedule these days is just one word: Looooooong sleeper

I feel cold in my bed… I was reading palm readings on the internet. No big discoveries. Maybe it’s time for yoga practice.

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Would Joanna B make video of my “diary” if she find this? This is just meaningless self talks which lasts like almost forever. And I think she wouldn’t. Because there’s tooooo many and even I myself don’t understand what I was talking about when I look back lol

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Last year’s October was when I started to see psychiatrist. I suddenly stopped seeing him last Feb. I read back my diary entry then found out I tried to keep a ladybug as a pet. I have no idea. But I remember how I felt so miserable when I realized how much I spent my time searching for plant louses. Meh