Markiza's Dear Diary

Index
Is it a mistake? - April 11, 2022
망해다!! It is not-that-kind-of-journal that i want to share. But, being anonymous and share your story publicly is way much better than tell a story to your bestie—it is safer, 100% safer.  Today i just realize that i made a ‘funny’ mistake at wor
Apr 11
May 22, 2025
Dear Diary, I hope I become someone I can be proud of. I hope I achieve everything I set out to be. I hope I get fit and healthy, both physically and mentally. I hope I don't fantasize about my death even if I plan not to go through with it because
May 22
November 21, 2022
Dear Diary, My biggest wish is to become a person people I love can be proud of but at the same time my biggest fear is that it is not going to be enough for them ; for me.
Nov 21
November 20, 2022
Dear anyone, I am going to stop eating until I faint of weight loss which wont happen anytime soon cuz I'm like over 100kg/220lb.I'll update when that happens.Bye.
Nov 20
October 16, 2020
Dear Diary,    I just wanted some one to know this.If I ever die because I was stabbed in the heart four times it was not a murder ,I repeat 'NOT A MURDER' it was suicide but if some warm hearted person is worried about me ,I repeat 'if'.Don't worr
Oct 15
October 06, 2020
To any one who actaully cares,   This is the first time im writing in here.i am a hindu.currently 14 years old and this is my POV on my life.   But firstly, let's get this straight,I am definately not. I had my suspisions since I was 4,almost 5.I
Oct 05
February 10, 2020
Dear Diary, I havent wrote here for half an year... I'm been busy with school and watching kdramas. But now I like to paint play cards... ♡♡♡
Feb 10
October 27, 2019
Dear Diary,tomorrow starts school again but I'm going to Põlva. I'm going ot doctor. I want to print BTS photos too and my mom bought me BTS Love Yourself tear album and mask. I need now download photos from phone to laptop and then to CD plate.
Oct 27
October 27, 2019
Dear Diary, I never thought that I may do so many things at night. It's almost 3.30 am. I'm not tired so I don't want to go to bed but I know that I need to sleep. So I need to go sleep. Maybe I should stay awake another night. When I have a lot of t
Oct 27
October 26, 2019
Dear Diary, now I got a new idea about what I want to try now. I want to stay awake all night. I can make so many things because all the people are sleeping. I'm listening to music and I'm weaving a sweater.I'm not tired too, so yeah I'm trying it.Al
Oct 26
October 19, 2019
Dear Diary, Yesterday I went to birthday party. I don't know what is it in English but it wasn't a person birthday. So yeah, my friend came to my home. And she did makeup for me and her. We went there with a bus.When we arrived we saw Estonia singer
Oct 19
October 15, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm now at school and it's a music lesson. I'm bored because the teacher went somewhere and we do nothing. Do you know Sulli? She was actress and singer but she died yesterday. I'm so heartbroken, because I loved her dramas and her so muc
Oct 15
October 08, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm so tired, I can't wait for the school holiday. 11. October we are going to Tallinn with our class and 9.class. I don't like the 9th class, because I think they are weird.If we are going to Tallinn I want to eat there some Asian food,
Oct 08
October 02, 2019
Dear Diary, I thought about my future now. I know it's really important to me and I have time to discuss this. So I need to choose university, job for getting money and place for living. It's short list but this really needs good thinking about all t
Oct 02
September 29, 2019
Dear Diary, today I want to write about my Summer school. Yeah, it was one month ago. We went to summer school with my some friends. We had a lot fun and yeah that was interesting. We were there for two days but we did so much things.We played truth
Sep 29
September 27, 2019
Dear Diary, today I went to TÖF. That was so cool. We went to Tartu and I bought a new book. It's again about BTS. It's so cool bookNow I have two books about BTS 💜. We had a good time and that was very funny.
Sep 27
September 26, 2019
Dear Diary, exchange students have been in Estonia for three days. I haven't seen them for a long time because they always go to somewhere.My legs hurt because I ran a lot yesterday. I ran for school marathon. There were 30 people to run. In my class
Sep 26
September 24, 2019
Dear Diary, exchange students weren't today at school long. They went somewhere but I think that they are tomorrow at school. I haven't seen anybody from exchange students. But I think I see them tomorrow.
Sep 24
September 22, 2019
Dear Diary, tomorrow is school(again) and I can't wait to meet exchange students from Germany. They're not coming to our class.  So, yeah, I can't speak with them maybe. But it's cool that they're at our school. I just want to make new friends and l
Sep 22
September 19, 2019
Dear Diary, I want to write about my one favorite thing. I love watching dramas! I'm watching Korean dramas, Chinese dramas and sometimes Taiwanese dramas too.  I like them because they are so romantic, funny and interesting. That's what I like so mu
Sep 19
September 16, 2019
Dear Diary,I'm back from cleaning my room.  It's much beautiful and clean. I'm proud. Now I need to keep it.I add some photos too about my clean room now.
Sep 16