Dear Diary,
Hi,
Many things to write again today, btw its 5:21 pm I have started writing.
Starting with, exam didn't went well, ofc how it will go well, everything needs effort right.
And it was so hot today outside, when will the winter come to Raipur 😅.
Then I realised that it's only month left for Vinita's wedding,I need to buckle up and lose weight soon, but see the irony, I drink diet coke to avoid sugar and then end up eating something rubbish. Hard to be on diet, just impossible for me.
Matrimony apps
These matrimony apps are weird, actually not apps are not weird, people in it are weird. Like I received a request from my cousin I mean far away cousin from mum's side, maybe coz people don't know me with my official name or because we have never met but he is in my friendlist on fb and his brother definitely knows me.
Anyways this was the cringe part, I am again doing the same not being active there but I did accepted some requests today but the actual problem starts after that when people start calling you or messaging.
At first place, it's so difficult to choose like whom to accept, like what parameters to see but all I do is the profile which seems okay in everything I mean the obvious parameters, I choose them, the one I find simple.
It's just that it's very complicated and headache process.
But I need to do this otherwise my father keeps talking to the person I have already rejected or ignored, I don't know when they will know to filter out people that suits me, they are just not getting things, I guess, let them do whatever they are doing, ultimate choice is mine.
I don't know why I end up fighting with my parents, sometimes with papa, sometimes with mum, today also I had an argument with papa not coz of this marriage thing, it wasn't related to me but my brother, why do our parents think that they can control our lives, no, they can't, upto a period they can but after that it's our life, our choice, we can take decision for ourselves. And I end up fighting with them coz I am rebellious, I can't take anything which I feel is wrong in my opinion.
And while coming back I saw the pic of someone's wedding, you know who I am talking about and I was like Ooo, and I kept looking at the pic and I thought that he had great transformation but I realised that it's good camera actually but still he was looking good then I saw the unfiltered pic and then the reality is oops, so so, same no transformation and ofc I didn't liked her that much, but saanu ki, but I want to mention that I didn't felt anything, I mean no emotion, I stared the picture just like I do for everyone, I mean you know how I am , I look anyone's and everyone's picture many times, so nothing new, new was that I was laughing after sometime and for my surprise too, I didn't felt bad at all, I was blank. I guess I have reached above that acceptance stage too. Its good for me and I was smiling.
You know what maybe it takes time to fall in love and all but sometimes that one moment is enough to get out of it.
Diary, you know what, while coming back home today, I was thinking about Gaur Gopal Das video, which says every good thing in life demands efforts. And I was always like that life is difficult, life is bad and all but now I feel that no , life is fine but it will require effort to be "life is good", it will require effort to be happy, it will require efforts to bring happiness to the life, it will require effort to live life daily, it will require effort to get successful in every aspect of life.
As negative things come easily, for good things you need to make efforts.
Cya.. only this much for now.
At 6:45pm, you know I had a powerpacked dance session for 50 minutes I guess and it feels so refreshing, it just lits up my mood.Dancing session is the key for glowing skin 😂
"Sau tarah k marz le lu, ishq ka marz kya hai .. tu kahe toh jaan de dun kehne me harz kya hai..😉"
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