October 14, 2022 #313
Dear Diary,
I was happy today that I laughed with my family watching a children’s cartoon. I was happy today that I was not in bed all day. I don’t do that anymore. Ohh I am doing way better than last year 🥺 and I can talk about my problems a little openly to my parents now.
I was happy today that I could enjoy tea with my family after dinner. I was happy today that I could finish my day with yoga and while feeling okay.
But tbh I am feeling melancholy in my bed now. Having 🥺 eyes for no particular reason. Maybe no probably this is because of guilt and frustration for my unproductiveness. Todo list without ✔️But what can I do for this. I have no idea until next Monday so don’t think about this. But I have no idea what to juggle in my head.
I need to know this is because of the rain and what
I think I can do way more than what I am doing everyday that means almost nothing. But I am really not sure if I can keep sticking to the “more than” constantly. That’s it.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm
Btw I enjoyed “traveling” around Poland today of course on the google map.
Today must be just a blue day. That’s it.
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