Dear Diary,
Hii, I am eating pizza right now and its 1:45am the delivery boy said that he won't deliver but he came, so give no fuck to calories and eat whatever you want to eat.
I treated Sunday as a proper Sunday, I kept lying on the bed,I thought to sleep but then I realised that what if I won't be able to sleep at night. So I was just lying and consuming the content on Instagram, I miss him so sometimes but it's okay I will be better soon as this time I thought for 2-3 days before doing this so I wish I could no no I don't wish I just miss him or like I remember random conversation over random things that's it and that's obvious, the kind of person I am detachment is difficult for me.
I was reading Khalil Gibran's "The Prophet" and it felt so good to read it, whenever I read 2&3 chapters of it I definitely find some of them relatable. As per my situation I could completely related to "Joy and Sorrow".
As he says,
"When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."
Joy and Sorrow are inseparable.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
Diary, I had a fine evening today. Went for the drive too 🙂
I hate that whenever I try not to think of him I find his name everywhere even when I don't expect it as on Zomato a restaurant named after his name then on some reel. Uffff, why??
Stop doing this Universe 🙄
One more thing I read today and liked, I will write that too
Pyaar dard nai deta, kisi rishte k tutne k baad jo dard hota hai wo bichhadne ka dard hota haiy, Pyaar kabhi dard nai deta...
Okay that's all
Goodnight