Dear Diary, yesterday my friend called and we talked for some time. My pay at work is low compared to my friends. I would say its decent amount. But all my friends have high paying jobs. I think I'm developing an inferiority complex. I observed that I couldn't be my confident self with friends like before. I don't know how to handle this. I feel so bitter about my life. I think my parents are disappointed too.
I wanna work hard to change the course of my life. The main problem is I lack discipline. I'm going to follow a daily routine from now.
I think kay likes me. He's flustered and blushes everytime we talk. It's cute and funny .But I think I'm not ready for relationship rightnow. He didn't exactly confess but suggested in an indirect way that we could date. I just pretended like I didn't understand.I have lot going on in my life. Anyway, that's all for today. See ya.
Love,
Chloe