Dear God, yesterday I have heard very big quantity of bad words about me exactly and it's painful. I am very in bad feeling in connection with X. I am not sure Your will in the connection of our communication. I am afraid it is just... For fun.
God... I don't know how to explain. But... I am afraid about being overcome by money. I am afraid they can be more important for ... Than me. And cos of this my F can have D.
I don't know. I has said you honestly. Also. I don't really sure is X is exactly You think I need.
Yes, I was receiving some moments from You. But. I am not sure about S, about G. And about A of S F.
I know. It's sad. But that's what I have inside.
I am afraid and for me is very hard to T Y.
I am not sure Y will C f M... Totally. I mean. In every sphere, do You understand. I don't understand why I s T. I don't sure what the P do Y have for M L... I am not sure that it is so easy for me to overcome all those F and S M I hvae for now.
My human nature doesn't understand why I am not more successful than M. I know that comparing it's not the best way. But I do it and have it in my heart again and again.
I don't understand wht do You want. I am talking about... Where should I l.
I don't know, don't understand. And... I am very afraid of the S L... Very, very afraid.
Yesterday was so hard for me... I have heard so many bad words to my side. I understand and see the only reason in it. It is jelous. It is pleasant to me. To be in this position. But... Sure. I would prefer other people will show their jelousy more accurate. And lovely