Dear God, I feel very big pressure to make M. I am very, very jelous of situation of V and... M. Sure, I would to be be at ... Place. But I don't want. Exactly with V. At all!
I am very, very jelous and exited how much is she cool... She has tge amazing style of doing something and. Also. She has the amazing style of thinking. And... Also. She is so cool at talking. Has great thinking about her from the other people. I am very jelous. She was in very big quantity of C. I am not. She has the amazing well-paid job. I am not. She is very wise how to live. I am not... I am very, very jelous...
Also I thank You for opening by Holy Spirit so many spheres.
Also... I am jealous by communication of D and... S.
And... Being honest I hate when M, D and G are arguing. I am afraid that they are going to do me something bad. I am afraid against and again be brokenhearted. Yesterday's talk with M was very painfully for me. As the seminar by I. I feel me I have so many unsolved questions. I feel me tge worst in this F.
I was cursed by her yesterday so bad that I don't want to live anymore. My self-esteem was totally ruined after this communication.