The number 5's Dear Diary

Index
June 06, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm back. I'm hungry but I'm trying to lose weight.  I was going to make one of my favorite salads,  which isn't healthy at all.  But I didn't,  I drank a can Coke (empty calories) and cleaned the kitchen,  there are clothes in the washer
Jun 06
June 05, 2019
Dear Diary, I'm back on medical leave so money is tight. I'm just not feeling it, actually I feel like a total fuck up. On top of that I'm not keeping my home clean. I was always a clean person,  but lately I couldn't care less.I think I'll force m
Jun 05
March 13, 2022
God, being honest, I have started to have the fear of D. I am not pretty sure about X. Maybe it's all my guilt - cos I communicate with X? Maybe X is not from You. [Maybe it means no]Always
Mar 13
March 12, 2022
Dear God, I am terrified of these sounds. What about was this messege that I have received yesterday? What does it mean?
Mar 12
March 09, 2022
Dear God, what is going on? What should I do?..
Mar 09
March 08, 2022
Dear God, I am afraid
Mar 08
March 08, 2022
Dear God, I don't want to go. Nowhere. I am very jelous about C and also N. I am very abgry at X for absence of P... God, I don't feel me value. I judge myself cos of... Cos of... Cos of... Low esteem. Connected with unhealthy face. I want to
Mar 08
March 08, 2022
Dear God, I am so afraid.
Mar 08
March 07, 2022
Dear God, I am feeling bad.
Mar 07
March 06, 2022
Dear God, I am worrying about... D. And also... P has said that war is going to be long. I can't say I has liked it a lot
Mar 06
March 06, 2022
Dear God, I am so tired... When I have heard what is going in with B and S in B... And of H of K... Just no words, just no words. My heart is broken. So broken, so broken. I think X hasn't done nothing to change thd situation. Isn't it?
Mar 06
March 06, 2022
Dear God, again and again I fall in TT question... I don't see my days too productive. I am too jelous of M, if V. I hate and very angry at X. Just hate X. X tries to rule me. When X has no options and opportunities to do it. I have said X that I
Mar 06
March 06, 2022
Dear God, I don't know what to do. It looks like the situation over my control... I can't get it... I am.so tired from it all. I am tired that I can't change. Nothing. That it is too serious. Too serious. Around me. Too much. Too much. W
Mar 05
March 06, 2022
Dear God, I have so many doubts. I am there, in Ukraine. And... Being honest, I am so tired from thinking too much. My brothers and sisters are in the very bad condition right now. X says again and again. Come to. He can't. To decide thin
Mar 05
March 05, 2022
Dear God, You know that I am jealous, isn't it?
Mar 05
February 28, 2022
Dear Gid, I am so tired from having all those moments of... You know. I was jelous of M and Y. Cos of V and A... God, I am not sure at X. And I don't know... Looks like... Nothing. God... I am tired. From doing too much. I am worder mayne
Feb 28
February 28, 2022
Dear God, help me, plz. Its hard
Feb 28