Dear Diary, I ask my daughters dad about our daughter but he just stays very vague which is annoying I ask how she is doing and all I get is "she is good" and that is it I know it is a tactic his lawyer told him to use because he did the same thing to his mom and his girlfriend mentioned it and now I understand why he does it kind of but at the same time not really because I never did that to him I actually would tell him everything going on with our daughter but him he just gives me a cold shoulder and is a jerk and treats me like the person who doesn't deserve to know but he is gonna say something so I will leave him a lone. I hate him and secretly hope that every time I see an article about a wreck and someone dying part of me wishes the article was about him because that is what I want is for him to die in a wreck on his way to or from work because those are the times he is in the car without our daughter and I don't want her to get hurt just him, and I know that seems cruel but after years of him treating me badly and him being manipulative I just wish he would die already and I know that is selfish but he has used our daughter as a way to control me for years and I stopped letting him do that so he does everything he can whenever he can to use her against me and I cant take it anymore so I just want him dead so I never have to deal with him again and then me and my daughter can live our life without his stupid butt.