Nicole's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It’s been very negative pretty much everywhere I go.  My mother wakes up and pretty much follows me around the house, a) being creepy (ie. looking in my door watching me doing pretty much anything a person would typically do), b)

Dear Diary, Anyone who has been following these readings has to be aware of my evil parents. Their deeds have taken or more devout turn, and I’m seemingly locked into either confrontation or being stagnant.  I’m not totally against being awa

Dear Diary, Life often reminds me to be careful of what ya ask for.  For one, I tried to avoid the negativity of the gym I currently go to, by going to LA Fitness. Got there & some high or perhaps middle school aged kid, tried to claim ownership

Dear Diary, It’s been a while. Remember the artist I signed? Well, she’s made a return through her sister that follows me on social media.  It amazes me how quickly people forget how you’ve helped them. When I think of the years I wasted, th

Dear Diary, One of the conundrums I keep dealing with is the battle for women’s mind. It usually occurs when my relationship with that woman is going well, and it’s likely a 50/50 thing on how it actually occurs.  What I find interesting is

Dear Diary, I keep talking to myself about the evil coming from my dad. He’s very passive aggressive & depressed. The interesting aspect of depressed people is that they’re repressing anger from choices they made, and they hurt those around them

Dear Diary, It sucks when you sacrifice so much for wealth, money, and/or success, and you’re stuck from getting it. I’ve read every affirmation I have, mystically been kept away from a real relationship (where you actually talk, spend time, and

Dear Diary, The wisdom I received before I started this journey was correct; they really do hate you. It’s always sharper when it’s coming from people you’ve actually known. You almost start to think, you’ve done something wrong. But be strong &

Dear Diary, Whenever I’m making money, my parents or immediate family become evil...Crazy right????

Dear Diary, I’ve been ghost...but it’s only cuz s*** has been crazy. The powers that be have forced me into a stint where I made little to loot. Of course, I do not like it. I’m now gonna have to shoot for the menials while gaining knowledge for

Dear Diary, Life has currently been designed where my Bose headphones I let my nephew use ‘have been stolen’. This is happening while Apple is taking their sweet time about sending me a fucking box, so I can send the broken ones back, so they ca

Dear Diary, I kinda like being an incognito star. You can lowkey save & be yourself while others strive & go broke. Still dealing with transportation s***, but I always have ways to the gym, stores, work, & what not. I’ve met some beautiful wome

Dear Diary, Out off all the wishing, affirmations, and praying I do (daily), there’s still not one to stop witches @ Whole Foods, roaches in bed, and being forced into a run down car.  My parents grew up in the country, so stuff like roaches

Dear Diary, I have an artist that I’ve signed. It’s been over 5 years, and she’s not wielded any profit. However, I’ve helped her make money, retrieved priceless items for her & her family, and utilized large portions of time interacting with he

Dear Diary, The evil of the day came in the form of my mother & fathers mental instability and the blinker knob on the car. For about 20 straight minutes I had to drive holding the blinker to stop the brights from showing. This was all before my

Dear Diary, So I try to make new friends but the only people who seem to wanna be friends are creepy guys who secretly just want a relationship with me and I am so over it.

Dear Diary, Today it is 5 degrees outside and still snowing and the only warmth I have is a space heater that I have sitting next to me and even on high it is doing an alright job at keeping me warm I am so ready for today to be over with because a

Dear Diary, So here it if February 2nd and we already are expecting and it has done nothing but snow since last night and some places are closing due to snow but there really isn't all that much snow on the ground heck we got more last year during

Dear Diary, Why do people act like it is difficult and a lot of work to plan weddings? I have been working on this off and on all day and I already have my dress picked out and my have ideas to show my fiancé for his suit and have my decorations pic

Dear Diary, So between trying to find a house I have been planning my wedding since I do want to get married in in September or October of this year it wont be anything big just a small wedding that is non religious since neither me or my fiancé ar

Dear Diary, I have been thinking lately and I think it would be cool to live in a place that isn't sunny all the time during the day the only thing that sucks is the only place that I know like that is really cold all the time but I have heard it i

Dear Diary, Me and my Fiancé have been looking for a house but he wants us to wait at least 2 months before we move, so what is the point in looking if we wont even move for another 2 months? I am ready to move out of my moms house like yesterday I

So I didn't write about this in my last Diary but I feel like I should write about it now and maybe someone might be able to explain why I have this almost exact dream all the time. In the dream I was in my room at my moms house when all I was despe

Dear Diary,  We are finally having luck with finding the kittens my cap keeps having it is a bitter sweet moment I didn't realize i had grown kind of an attachment to the kittens but now that they are finding homes I realize that I miss them and tha

Dear Diary, Anyone notice that how some people do makeup is weird like I understand trying to make your face look slimmer but when half of your face looks like it has a lot of color and the bottom half of your face is normal color it just looks wei

Dear Diary, So my best friend and her husband moved back to town which I am super excited about but I am still going to try to make some more friends so that way I don't just have 1 person to hangout with.

Dear Diary, So today has been an amazing day the game I have enjoyed playing for the past 2 years launched its new app today with a new season along with it, if you haven't played Love island the game it is a lot of fun it is based off the the show

Dear Diary, A week ago my cay Kiara went missing she has the tendency to hide but I haven't seen her in a week and I have looked everywhere for her and cant find her and she hasn't came out to eat I am worried she got outside and froze to death and

Dear Diary, So about the guy my my mom was trying to set my sister up with well my sister decided to stop talking to him he openly admitted to our mom about murdering a women years ago and that he never felt bad about it and my mom told my sister a

So last night I wrote that I would be getting a new curling iron...well that didn't happen, I was buying it from someone on Facebook it looked brand new and the lady was selling it along with a couple other items she gave me a time to pick it up but