Lagtik's Dear Diary

Index
January 07, 2022
Dear Diary, and what does vigilant even mean. And did he mean it like he knows that I am vigilant or is he like saying that it is good if I could be vigilant ? I'm just overthinking things yeah ? and taking no action. wadafuk  😆 Also should
Jan 06
January 07, 2022
Dear Diary, on another app, I was commended for not masturbating 🤣🤣 by a guy. Don't know how to feel about that. Then he also commented stuff like finding a good husband or something and expanding knowledge ? for being unattractive.  It was rea
Jan 06
December 29, 2021
Dear Diary, i feel turned on, weirdly coz i don't know where it's coming from. I always think if he and his girlfriend already had done it 😩
Dec 29
December 16, 2021
Dear Diary, there's this voice in me or like maybe an urge to say 'iloveyou'³ And I find it weird but pleasant Kbye
Dec 16
December 07, 2021
Hey Diary, There's this guy on another app and he's intriguing me. I mean I am interested, that is, I have a question but I don't think it is in context and I don't think i'll comment on that post. Also I don't know how he'll react. : where d
Dec 07
It's that time of month
Dear Diary, I'm imagining him and his girlfriend doing sexual stuff and like im in the girl's body like a very top notch voyeur that can do that and i'm very turned on by the idea, wishing I can actually do that but no.  ahh, and i'm not that hor
Dec 03
November 22, 2021
Dear Diary, when there was a time that you said you're offering your life for this person coz his life is much more helpful for others, and now that he has his 'love of his life' I just feel like my soul's being pulled out somehow. How can I make thi
Nov 21
November 21, 2021
Hey Diary, I just realized, I've been on this app for about a year now, with november 26 2020 being my first searching and seeing this app. Since then, I had a good time, let's say I feel that my life's been better !  It's just such a momentous o
Nov 21
November 20, 2021
Dear Diary, She is pretty. Even I would fall in love with her. Can't blame the guy Somehow I blame myself  for ever thinking we could be possible even though I know I was being played Everybody wants love yeah ? (idk, there might be some
Nov 20
November 12, 2021
Dear Diary, all this past 1 year and he was in a relationship But i'm happy for him I just think I should atleast have that right to talk and express my grievances
Nov 12
November 12, 2021
Dear Diary,  slight internal panic Problem: no new post for 2 days Possibilities: Busy Changed privacy to friends Other worry: do I have something to do with it most probably not want to know how you're doing/ what but I most
Nov 11
November 01, 2021
Dear Diary, it's times like this where it is good to have a trusted partner that you could share libidinal stuff with (saying that with the fact that I'm sad that I don't have one) There's just no one suitable (saying that while making no effort
Nov 01
October 29, 2021
Dear Diary, I don't know but it makes me sad knowing m has his friends like so and it makes me realize that I am not a part of his life ? And all is vain, but not really. I don't want to get involved with his social situation and stuff coz that's
Oct 29
October 26/27/28, 2021
Dear Diary, nagpublic man ang gg apophenia nmn 🤧 ako'y kinikilig charot hahahah Electra complex 😂 Duw indi man na chakto nga term bsta 🤣 . Update Public na mga posts ya mga indoy kag inday Kag ako man c saga
Oct 26
Pilingera/inaccurate assumptions
Dear Diary, hindi tu gali siya ang naka grey feeling lang gd ko ya yudipugpugs 😑 mayginbuligan lang sila gali takod suga 😫😂 nakatag lang cla yergs Kag subong ko lang nakit an, pila gd kabilog imo birthday sa isa katuig haw Kay uha na kahul
Oct 24