Hayti's Dear Diary

Dear Void,  Lost and alone is all I ever feel anymore. Like I am blindly reaching for something in the dark. I hear my cries and screams echo into a void of deaf ears and numb minds. I cling to the fantasy that somehow my entire reality isn't cru

Dear Diary, Hi

Hello reader, I had a dream about 2 days ago and I saw kind of the same picture of an event in that dream, on instagram with the same person but in my dream it was me with the person (Person was with another human in the picture). The first time I sa

Yow, Sleep wasn’t good last night and of course affects my waking hours. Thought you should know. I had a series of mini nightmares causing medium fear every few hours that made me wake up. I was really sleepy like sleeping felt good to me an

Dear Fate, I’m not sure about how i feel right now. Disappointed? not quite but maybe there is some of it somewhere in me.  I just know that I have witnessed my incapacity to do stuff. It is not a positive experience but also not necessarily

Dear Diary, When i went home from school, I cried. I realized that I’m lonely because of my horrible lack of social skills and lots of stuff that i avoid so that consequences won’t happen.  This started last night and I thought I was just having

Hey tod, i'm having the thought of wanting to dye again, if you know what i mean xD That is all .. Being a living human being is troublesome

Hi tod (the open diaries), It has been a whilee, and i think it's nearing the mark of 2 yrs since we met. I remember you sometimes and check the writings over here. Though, I haven't written for a looong while and my writing hasn't improved. sill