Dear Diary, Colton had a great day. I picked him and Carey up from the field. The first words out of his mouth Dad loves that 9520R we could keep it right, Auto steers are so cool. He is being his old self, looks happy, sounds happy, acts happy. Today was the first time when I look at him, his eyes weren’t sad. It was, like looking at my old son. It’s just great to have a high for once instead of all low points. We dropped Casey off and on the way home, Colton said Dad thanks for understanding. I have no idea about what. Guess not pushing the boot thing. I know we will still have the bad days and it would be nice to have someone to vent to, and say hey dumbass bad move. One thing about a rural area, no matter what you say everybody will know within 24hrs. And good possibility it will get added to by the time it gets back to you and your choices are always wrong. So not a good place to talk about things. We spend the next hour talking about the tractor over pizza at pizza hut. Colton picked. Made it home, Colton is already on the phone texting (whatever they use now) Carey like they haven’t seen are talked to each other in years. Time for laundry