December 14, 2021 #126

Dear Diary, i didn’t come and write here yesterday because i filled another diary of mine. it’s called daily diary, from Lynda Barry’s book. it’s not like what i usually do in this one which i just go as my mind flows. i have to remember things happened that day more objectively. and i like both. i wanted to do both tho, i don’t have much energy and time for that. i once put priority on comic making more than my good quality of sleep. i do never want to break my brain again. i am still on recovering. kinda stupid, however, it is gradually making me think like i should seek my own way of life. i realized how much i like making small comics and art… which i had tried to do not realize for long time. 

oh and yes…! i bought that traveler’s notebook today. the cover is blue but it looks like black :( anyways, i want to bring it everywhere with me to do some small sketches…! no i can’t do it well at all yet. ah i’m so excited mmm yes finally! 

err… i skipped my class again. three consecutive times……. i didn’t want to but i couldn’t help it….!!! no i have to help it next time