Dear Diary, things seems to get rough these days. I don't know how long I could go on. People come and go, I know. Just wish that you wouldn't. I wish that you stay. But I can't be selfish, right? Damn I miss you so bad. Really want to ask how you're doing but I can't. Ever since you left, I'm hurting so bad that I wish you would've come back but you didn't. You know, I want to hate you for making me look like a fool but I can't. There's few reason why I should've hate you by now but there's a million reasons why I love you. Yes, you hurt me. And I'm staying here, like a fool, for you. But despite all of that, I love you so much. I never fell in love with someone this deeply. But you? How can you make it so easy for me to love you just for you to left me here? This one sided love hurt. How I wish you love me back.
-J.V.