Elybic's Dear Diary

You know, for a very long time I was in love with my best friend. We had a whole year relashionship and then we got back to being best friend. It was so hard that I decided to change school and she never tried to contact me. None of my friends tbh. 

empty pages.  No words. No motivation. Nobody to see. nothing to do. yet I'm satisfied. Wish I could close my eyes, and never open 'em again.  An endless sleep, that's my biggest dream.  Yet I don't want talk about "death". No, js sleeping.

I hate her. I just hate her. In my heart I just feel hatred towards her. She kills me, haunts me, after destroying me. She never leaves me alone. Peace is something that I'll never know with her.

I don't know where to start.  She ruined our family, she cheated on my dad, she left him all alone taking my sister and I with her, she lived her life as if she never had a husband before, she got pregnant and she moved far away.  She never was

Day 1:I was a little girl full of life, who very quickly saw a world other than the one she'd always known. A world where Mom and Dad weren't together anymore. A world where Mommy's getting back together with someone. A world where she hardly ever se

Dear Diary,   How long has it been? I think it's already a year that I haven't write here. Anyway, life is not really great at the time. Hence, I am doing well and better. The beginning of 2024 was tough. Much tougher during the middle of the ye

Dear Diary,    Wake me up. These few days seems so rough. They're back and I don't have enough strength to fight back. At times like this, I wish I could unhear what only I can hear. The screams are too loud for my liking. Is this a curse? I wan

Dear Diary, things seems to get rough these days. I don't know how long I could go on. People come and go, I know. Just wish that you wouldn't. I wish that you stay. But I can't be selfish, right? Damn I miss you so bad. Really want to ask how you're