Dear Diary, I went to a theater to watch RESPECT. I didn’t know much about Aletha Franklin’s life so I was really surprised that she had been fighting to be free. So that’s why… and the actor, JHud was so great in her role. I ain’t alcoholic but I do sleep in a messy room every night and wake up every morning in same messy room. She fought with ‘devil’ in her mind. Everyone has that. I tend to stay in my bed and sleep all day and waste another brand new day into darkness when I lost. I may change this. I can, if I try harder than ever I did before.