November 25, 2021


I feel down most of the time. When I feel that way, I try to get things off my mind by lurking on the internet and scrolling until I finally feel better. I've noticed that I'm also losing interest in things I used to enjoy before. I can't even watch a series I've been excited about. For some reason, I'd be okay at first, and then by the middle, I suddenly feel like I don't want to watch it. It's not because it's boring. I just cannot stay focused on a single thing without feeling the need to do something else, anything else. When I'm reading a book, I stop in the middle of a sentence only to scroll through Twitter. And I go back to reading after a while. I feel like I'm always running out of time, even if there's enough.