Dear Diary, I wrote long already but l made it lost
Sad. kinda I’m sleepy to write it all over again. My little sister went to see a doc and changed her medication. She still has hallucinations but she has been doing way better than first day of “the explosion”
According to my mom, she asked the doc to let her meet her “him” , like her imaginary boyfriend or something.
She mentioned “him” some times already but that feels cringe and very sad cuz it’s her fav celebrity and she can never actually see him. Bus since she was born with D.S., she doesnt understand well. Hmm I’m Aromantic so… can’t know how it exactly feels sad but I can imagine. Hope she’ll find relationship with a real person. Well not really actually. I hope so. But eww! I tend to think like my sis as part of me so eww! I know that’s not good. I know she’s independent girl. But she’s just too adorable she is just like Gizmo!
Oh and she is going to go to work tomorrow
Im worrying so much. But doc said it’s completely fine if she herself wants to go. Okay I trust her strength and will buy small sweets to treat her. I’m worrying cuz she works in a kitchen where large pots and pans are used. She can’t feel safe with large sounds now. She must feel so scared. Ohh god please protect her. She’s my precious one.