Dear Diary, I’m scared. I’ve never disliked having sister with down syndrome. but today i was very scared. i probably should keep this private but can’t keep this in my mind only...
since she is not good at explaining her feelings, she’ve been kept stress inside her. and pandemic came. she has no friends around her. she became not talkative these days. and she exploded. i and my mom trying to understand her but what she was saying was mixture of what she ‘knows’ and what she ‘imagines’. Time line was absolutely broken. And she actually confessed that she hears her imaginary friends that i and my parents had already realized. I, since i’m into horror podcast these days, thought someone but not my sis was inside of her. because her emotion was absolutely like rollercoaster. i actually pinched some salt and put it on her head to try cleansing her
oh my goodness… most of her words could make sense if i try. but there were some which doesn’t at all. like the name of a place we have never been. not famous travel destination or something. and group of alphabet …or name of a very old Chinese emperor. i hope it’s just ‘AIO’. and also one boy’s name she said as a person i bothered. so my mind was very far away from inner peace. but i really don’t know who is it. i don’t even have a friend with that name.
her face was shaking slightly while she went mad. her way of talking was different from recent self of her. and she shook her head when i asked who was she, what was her name. really scary.
i really can’t forget her eyes at that time.
now she seems okay after my mom took care of her. and she talked what occupied her mind. phew 😮💨
but now i jump every sudden noise like car passing by or door closing
hey diary, please pray for her with me❕