October 02, 2021

Dear Diary, I've been watching this music youtube channel with this girl playing guitar and singing in her room. The channel is called Alicia Widar. Maybe thats her name maybe not.

Apart from the song selection being great I also love the whole vibe she has. She really reminds me of some of the girls I was interested in. Less the ones that I had long crushes on, but more the unreachable girls you see once or twice but will never actually talk to.

And the best thing? She has two Hunter x Hunter posters at the back of her room in most of the videos. She must be a good person. Wouldnt it be great to hang out with someone like that? If she just talked to you one day randomly for some reason? I need evidence like this to keep my hope.